Alright. It is done.

GP B
Bio A
Chem C
Math C
Econs C

Mediocre me again. I'm not looking for any consolation (THAT IS THE LAST THING I NEED. HEY I'M NOT THAT BAD, RIGHT?!?!?! OK PLEASE DONT ANSWER) nor praise (ok i do know it's not good)

Well, actually not bad is not good either, right.

It just makes everything, neutral.

Irritatingly neutral. I cant be justified to bawl my eyes out and go sit on the edge of a tall building, nor can i be comfortably assured of a bright smooth overflowing with roses path to a good future.

Then again, depends on what's your definition of good.

Haii. Still as undecided as ever. Ok Open Houses here i come.

Before that: Thank you everybody for your support. :) The most surprising came in the form of Annjie, so thank you, very very much. And Liuyi and Elaine. And of course, everyone else who took this thing called A Levels, and listened to Mr Ang's Last Monologue today, and collected results, and fretted and pondered and lived through it, with me.

I am struggling to resist crumbling under the overwhelming wave of Anything Except A Is Unacceptable, and Anything Except Medicine/Law You Can Just Go And Die, and I Thought Everyone From HC Gets 4As? You must be very deluded AND exceptionally stupid.

Come on, in the Results Grading System for all our stupid BT1/2/3/4/10000/Prelims results slip, C is actually good, you know.

I cant imagine how vastly different my mental state/my thoughts/my worries/my fears/me have been 24h ago. But i am still me.

Albeit a rather mediocre one.

AAAAH OK SLEEPSLEEPSLEEP.

Ok i just received an SMS from Annjie telling me that i am NOT mediocre. Thanks man. Really. :):):) But I just like to use it now coz it rhymes with me. What a bad pun.